Karaoke session, 19.11.09

Today after class, after being "ffk" by someone, got into random mode, decided with college friends to go sing k. hahahaa..Very random indeed! cuz didnt bring enough money, laptop bag is sooo heavy, and feeling sleepy and tired actually..But was too random cuz so long did'nt go out have fun as well. So...friends also random, why not? XD haha..



Well yeah, we sang in Neway as u can see from the pic above. haha..I think it's not really good cuz the mic got problem lo...lol...Anyway, through this random-outing i learnt a few things about me...weird eh? lol...read more then you'll know why...

I think we were totally random dat day. Being able to have karaoke session again after few long months later, lol...I thought i would be much "braver" now to really sing out. I thought to myself i should really let it out now since mood isn't good as well. Mana tau, went in the room, start singing time, i felt myself so intimidated, shy, and lost. LOL...this was exactly what happened the last time i went for karaoke as well. My voice just isn't coming out though not first time holding a mic. Ish...Realise after all, i'm still the shy and timid person. Scared to be embarrassed perhaps...Tried hard to let it out, to be more open, encouraged myself to just sing out but yet in the end, turn out to be the same thing. Haha... Find it hilarious myself. Perhaps my voice is just so soft and...gentle? lol XD too soft..haha..so that's the first thing i realized bout myself. Lol..

Then, after the karaoke session, one left the others decided to walk around and one of them wana hunt for shoes. So, after walking, we say ok lets go home now. Friend worried i might lost my way in times square to the monorail outside. She asking me like, "You sure you know ah?", i just simply nodded and smiled. Haha...cuz actually half blur there since feeling the tiredness and the effect of lack of sleep. While walking towards the exit to monorail, passed by shops, saw some nice clothes, so tempted to buy, but was thinking no one to share my "joy" with. (haha, what a lame excuse right? =P) So continue walking suddenly toes felt twisted and the bones or nerves doesn't feel right. so found a bench to sit on. rest rest ha, ok, still not that bad thought i could go home then. Mana tau suddenly stomachache =_=" Why like so many problem de? i was thinking...so then thought it couldn't wait, went toilet first, then only finnaly walking towards the exit. And surprisingly, i found the exit =P Not that i'm that bad, just that i was in a "blur-blur" state, i felt myself like half conscious. Cuz i wasn't even really thinking bout where is the exit or whatsoever, just walk..lol..funny eh?

Then after reaching kl central. i just walk pass the busy road at that peak hour, find myself reached the Kepong central station..., then home...Everything seems so fast, but actually took bout 1 hour to reach home from times square. But after that i sat down, i thought to myself, how did i reach home without any er...like...problems of being lost or something? Perhaps at least worry in heart about the direction? But felt myself suddenly so independent that day. Haha XD The journey back seems so fast that i felt i hardly put any effort to find myself back home again. LOL...I know, it's so lame...perhaps. but it's kinda surprising for me to find myself independent leh =P lol..I really felt i was half-conscious throughout the journey home as i was really tired and a little headache or perhaps dizziness. lol..Didn't know i could make it without much concentration or with a conscious mind with the surroundings. Hmm...So, i find myself quite independent actually if no one is around me. Haha...means, if ppl around, i would tend to rely on them i guess..just follow the crowd without much attention to the directions. But now, guess i did learn the ways to go to certain places as well, so means im independent, yay! hahahahaa... XD

Oh well, my longest post ever i guess.. But i think overall, these little things somehow cause me to know myself better in a way. lol...what a "fruitful" day right? (just trying to deceive myself =P lol )

So long, xoxo, you know u love me =P
(just wana imitate for fun. hahaha...)