Day #57 P + D + SO (28.10.10, Thurs)

Morning was even harder to get up from bed. Yesterday night did much memorizing of the lyrics...ended up late at night..ZZzzzz............

Suddenly was thrown to WL for the P&F. I was thinking, it's alright with 1S. So, I prayed hard for God's peace and strength...However, at one point, overtook, I don't know what to do, but just step back and keep quiet..

I am really not happy with this at all...It's not the first time, but what more can I say? I wish not to be involve anymore since such straining and push was given. S doesn't like that at all...And it didn't end well...Sighs..what more can I say? The above title says it all and somehow I wish to just....perhaps..stay where I came from, that's it..No time nor chance is given...better not..Sighs..

*I know it's not right..I didn't like the way you did..but an S choose to keep quiet and don't want to get it all heat up..I wish P will come now...

Melanie

28.10.10

6pm