After reading the post my Jaeson Ma - "True Love Defined" (http://jaesonma.com/true-love-defined/) , it got me thinking, what is my worth?
In the past, I have very much attain affirmation and approval for my self-worth from others, but isn't it should be me knowing my self-worth? ;/ Where is my self-worth? What is my self-worth? I think I'm having identity crisis now or something. If I can't figure this out soon, I'm not going to be confident in getting a job soon. Sighs...I thought I am not emotional, but yet these questions that i need to answer made me emotional..Why? ;(
Blog is the only place I can pour myself , not people, no close friends, no peers to understand me, really? ;/
In the end, all I could do is swallow all these up, seek Him, pour to Him, but physical support by others, I'm lacking....Is this how they live? Or am I losing trust in everyone except myself? Why??? ;S
The memories remained...
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