The beginning of year 2010

Year 2010, I find it hard to believe everything that's happened in 2009 has been made history. My December was awesome, but there are still remaining of hurts in the past which i can hardly overcome it..It's been a month now. I keep wondering why and what's the reason behind it, but don't seem to get an answer. It's contradicting and confusing. I don't know which to believe. But holding on to it isn't a good thing to me. However, I just don't see a reason and probably the feeling of letting it go...I know it seems really stupid. But what i see isn't that simple. I wish i could just get over it immediately, get over it like you did, but i don't know how....Sighs...

After just starting my internship in a company, that have so many work to be done, it's crazy!! Feeling the stress even on the first day. And now it's just the second day, but im totally stressed out and feeling so exhausted in the mind and body and soul! Ugh!!! This company indeed have a lot of jobs..Sighs...And OT on second day of internship...with no extra money? Seems like being used huh? Lol...i don't know...Well, perhaps occupying myself with work also not bad. And i drank a coffee this afternoon during lunch, that's why i can still feel "energetic" in a way lah. Haha..Oh well, I know working life isn't good. And for my line it's worse 'cuz looking at the computer screen the whole day really spoils my eyes lah! By the time i go home is like K.O. liao. Some more in december i had lotsa activities, still having the hangover. Dec was FULL of events and activities and camp and trip...but i enjoyed every single one of it, though at the same time going through some problems...But God is faithful. Thank you Lord! =)

The song "It will all get better in time" is playing in office now..Hmm, so will it all get better in time? =S



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