Day #11 The Big P that I've never done before (30.8.10, Mon )

Yes, it's Monday again!! Was so nervous for the P I'm going to do today. Oh God! Save me!! ;S I prepared myself, kind of rush this morning...Packed my bag, dressed up, head off to TCC. I didn't had any drink before I went out. After TAWG at TCC, couldn't take the sound of my stomach keep "growl growllll", so I decided to head out buy somethings to stop that annoying sound =P Dim chi, Han's don't open that early (as in 9am) =_=" Lucky alpha Tracker friend asked where was I heading to, so she told me can go Shell buy bread to eat. Why didn't I thought of that? Haha...Bought a bread, ate it fast. Felt much better. Faster head back to class, class started. Why my writing getting worse? so lazy or rather broken English kind of writing already ;P

During that session in class, it was nervous breaking. I'm the baby in the family and everyone else is much mature and i thought to myself, Oh no, they are all doing so well! I'm the youngest, so pressureeeeeeeeeeeeeeedddd!!!! It was really freaking me out as one person and the other took their turn to do it. They all did so well!!! ;) When my turn came, I keep on praying in my heart and also even much earlier before my turn, God please help me, God please help me, I really can't do this alone and I can't do it man!! It's not my thing...sighs, but God please oh please do something...I took a deep breath, took all my courage, and started it.

Being teachable is not easy, but we have to when we want to improve. I just humbled myself, take a deep breath for all the critics to come in. I want to go seek a personal review from Ps.D again. I need more to hear out what should I do to improve on that. Hmm......

Back to my story, yeah, after the morning session, eyes were closing, head a little dizzy again. Yea, it was because of the lacking of sleep, don't ask why...lol.. Had lunch in some hawker stall quite nearby, yesh I had rice and choi again xD Filling mar...

Second Session in the afternoon, I was falling asleep already, So hard to keep my eyes open but I just got to, because I need to learn what is coming!! Went through that session...Thank God I still awake throughout it xD

Came home, just went to rest. Couldn't take the dizziness at the end, went to nap for awhile, then it became an hour =S But, I was waiting for the family to eat dinner as well. So, after dinner with them, online a while, bathed, online again....I forgot what I did on the computer. Then, sleep!!! Ah.....finally can have a long sleep today xD Merdeka Day tomorrow for Malaysia and I'm on holiday tomorrow as well! Hehe..;D

*Missing all my buddies, girlfriends and friends back in Msia!! T.T

Melanie

31.8.10

1.36pm