Day #32 Beyond words can describe (25.9.10, Sat)

Today, was another leap of faith, well, an even larger one. It was PM2. Trembling in fear once again, but I know and keep reminding myself that I need to only depend on Him and no worries. It was a thrilling, exciting and unexpected "ride", I would say. Never would I imagined myself to do so in the first place...The whole morning until evening was just PM2, much have I learnt from it. Very much have I gained from it indeed. I really thank God so much for that! The experience is beyond what I can say and express here...

Then, it was worship in service. I tried to sing along with the songs and learn those songs. So many songs I don't know! Thought I could join the choir but unfortunately............Sighs..

Later I went to help out in Nursery 3. The kids are cute!!! Haha...Though some of them really cheeky and naughty, but, I LOVE KIDS!! LOL..xD and quite a good time helping out with them. It makes you smile when kids come to you, you know? ;) Hehe...Enjoyed much..

Then, I went dinner with cell mates. Half way through car ride, felt uneasy in the body, nausea...Aiks! After came down from car when reached our dinner place, I still feel weird in the stomach, in the body. I think that time I turned pale. So kind of K to like hold me when walk and cross road. I felt blur already. LOL..K so afraid I would faint! LOL..So, once settled down in the restaurant, I rested my eyes and slouched a bit. Was feeling so uneasy in the body and tired. I guessed it's the week's activities that is taking the toll on me...plus, I don't know, perhaps because of some spicy food I ate yesterday that caused the stomach reaction, but weird, why at night only I feel so and not yesterday night or even this morning?

I was worried myself even thinking what is going on with my body. To my surprised, CY went off to buy asam + "fong yau" back for me because I said I felt nausea. Actually because the car I was sitting was in the last row, and the seats are quite straight up, uncomfortable if long journey. I guess perhaps so...But anyway, I was really touched by them who cared for me then! Thanks guys! So lovely of you all! ;) After that, I felt much better...but I decided not to go for choir the next morning. So, I messaged S that I couldn't make it and needed my rest ;(

After the dinner, they went another round for "supper". Wow, I was feeling 50% of my brain shut down already. Couldn't talk much, nor think much. Blur much already. LOL...wanted so much to get home and SLEEP!!! Finally after the "supper" they decided to get home. So, I reached home, did some stuff and slept straight. Lol..

*You changed...

Melanie

27.9.10

12.09pm