Sep 28, 2010

Day #35 Ponders (28.9.10, Tues)

Today's Sam's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL CHEONG!!! MAY GOD BLESS YOU RICHLY IN YOUR FUTURE UNDERTAKINGS! HE LOVES YOU! ;)

Today, I decided to blog earlier before the day ends, means, I wouldn't be talking about what I did today, but more of thoughts today...And today's activity nothing much anyways, later bored you guys out. LOL...xD So, I'm just gonna write something out of context here. LOL..

I had some thoughts recently...since...yesterday perhaps. It just triggered me. That how easily one may fall, and then it hurts when one tries to get up again. I don't know it's something you might already foresee in the first place, but yet you get into it, and then get yourself troubled. How? I thought it could be the last time after you experienced the mistake, you know already, then you won't fall into it again. But yet, it comes again, so subtle..and the next thing you know, you're hurt. And if it is going to hurt when you get up, it's another process again. I wonder, how much of the instincts before and during it that is true or help much for the person. I guess, that is why what you speak is not really what you do. You thought it's safe, but no it's not. You thought it's okay, but no it's not. You know it's nothing, but no it's not. You thought it's just temporary, but no it's not. You thought it could be, but no it's not. And You know deep within you, yet why you do it?? Confused much?? Lol..

E could bring you to a very low point. But how much of the I and A could help you? Will you stay strong in A and I while your E is low? There's so many possibilities. Talking about playing with fire. I guess it lies within you, that you know, you are playing with fire! Gosh!

It comes to a point that you would rather stay somewhere neutral. And that is the safest place. But no, the safest place is in G (God). Be strong in G and know that G is with you. Let G help you, heal you, take care of you, but just stay in G, and that would be the safest place. Nothing else matters nor count when G is with you. And you know deep within you, G is always there for you.

So to all of you who are low in E, take heart!! For the G is with you! ;)

*Let's put it to an end, cuz you know it's only about L..yes..

Melanie
28.9.10
12.28pm

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